Thoughts on Frustration ...

 

photo by Keenan Constance for Pexels

I've been giving a lot of thought to my feelings the past couple of weeks. And what I think is anger is really frustration.

The word frustration is a noun and means the feeling of being upset or annoyed, especially because of inability to change or achieve something.

Wow. Talk about hitting the nail on the head. 

I've felt like I am awash in an ocean of constant public lies; narcissism; personal observations of nonchange; and a variety of other things that I feel people ought to know better and yet repeat the sameeeee fuckingggggg thinggggg over and over and over and over and ... OMG I just cannot believe it.

My heart is still torn apart by my oldest nephew and his behavior/statements. 

My country is in a shambles because of the greed of those in power and the stupidity of those beneath them.

Overwhelmed is also a good word to describe how I feel. But ultimately I do not have the power to change anything. I can only put out there what is the truth and hope that I am not alone.

Today I have rainy weather rolling thru so I've drawn my shades and lit up every bit of Halloween I own in my office. 

I am content at the moment. That's about all I can ask for.

To find your happy place and be able to be there, even for a little bit, is so worth it for your mental health. Trust me; I know this for a fact.

Good luck Peeps. It's mean out there.